Monday, July 13, 2015

Summer School Round 2

I just finished day 1 of summer school second session.

I struggled through first session. I'll be honest, I was not happy. I could list all the reasons, but suffice it to say, it was not one of my best work environments. Let me put it another way…the best I can say about it is 1) it is over and 2) I made extra money that could pay for a trip or go towards a wedding and 3) if I had not already gotten paid for July, I would have been outta there!

To my relief, second session started out much much better. I am happy and ready to go back tomorrow! I am actually not dreading it. I am hoping to keep that mentality up!

Yes, you can tell I am struggling with staying positive this summer. I have some guilt about Dad, like I need to spend more time with him this summer. He is struggling with depression and loneliness (totally understandable) and I want to help him and be there for him. He understands about me needing to work, but I still feel guilty.

It is hard when you have to personality to want to please others and not yourself. I am learning, slowly, to do the things I need/want to do. This is really an oxymoron because I have been told that I am selfish. I am still trying to understand and deal with that.

So my Monday has shaped up to be a pretty dag-gum good day and it's gonna end spending time with my love!

What did you Monday end up being? Hope it was amazing in a good way!

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